June 28, 2013 § Leave a comment
Thinking about trying to get pregnant again.
Feeling bung. Broken. Faulty.
It’s almost a year since Rèmy… another sad milestone.
I miss you Rèmy… everyday.
I was planning a presentation for tomorrow when I came across a photo of me about a month before losing Rèmy, so happy to have made it past the first trimester… just, so happy. It’s a really nice photo, it captures every inch of my glow, the sparkle in my eye… I remember catching myself smiling all the time, just giddy thinking about meeting my baby and the future.
I’ve been telling myself recently to change my attitude – it’s do-able. Just need to stop being sad.
Just. Stop. Being. Sad.